GLORIOUS GLORIOUS MiSERY!
“I am your number one
fan.”-misery
Have you ever thought about the work it takes to get over an
ex, or a lost friend?
The actual mental, physical and spiritual warfare that we
go through to no longer, care, text, make contact, and give two shifts?
To not feel sad, to not have fear, to not have guilt that
things have not worked out?
The months dedicated to finding ourselves, on working
through the pain, on rebuilding?
The mountain of magnitude of work we put into getting over
the pain of losing love,?
seriously have you ever just sat and just thought
about how MUCH work we put into letting go, to healing, and to moving on?
I have and what just boggles my mind is;
Why we cannot do that exact same work with misery, it just
seems easier to be like “hello darkness
my old friend”
right?
It’s easier to be sad than to be happy isn’t it.
It’s easier to be
angry then to forgive,
It’s easier to tell yourself you don’t actually give two
fcuks and isolate yourself,
It’s also easier to belief the negative BS that you tell
yourself.
Let’s admit it, misery is glorious.
It’s that long term
booty call situation - ship that you have going. It doesn’t need much work, it’s
convenient, it’s satisfying, and it makes things less complicated.
“No thank you happiness, my pain pattern is comfortable and
here I feel safe”
I know people aren’t just able to press reset buttons in
their minds, this I am aware off,
But I find it strange
that when people find themselves too happy and too functioning they tend to do
some or other stupid thing to conjure up all past pains, or allow negativity to rule and plunge right
back into misery completely derailing their inner peace, literally just
throwing themselves out of whack.
How is it that you decide to close the door on a husband, lover or friend but whenever misery decides to come calling, you’re cradling
her with immediate effect? (addicted much?)
Why is that self-love, and your self-esteem and all the
wonderful things you have going in your life doesn’t matter the moment misery
decides to drunk dial you, or update you on how great she has been since you
left her?
You see having an awareness of how we truly want to feel and
the path we want to walk, is crucial.
And if you can tell your boss to stuff it, your boyfriend to
get the hell out of your life, your fake friends to get a stepping then I truly
belief misery should never be your keeper.
Don’t you?
Just think about it
StilettoRambler
